Close your eyes, Now tell me what do you imagine? Open your eyes, And tell me what you actually see? Close your eyes one more time just do this for me, Do you see a lover? Do you see life? Do you see everything that you always hide inside? Open your eyes even though I won’t be there when you look up, But tell me now is it me who you love? Was it I that you thought about or imagined? Did you wish you could change all the things that happened? I have so many questions I have been waiting to ask, Do you sleep at night? Do you ever cry? Is it a sad feeling knowing you live a lie? Do you lay there wishing I was by your side? Is it comforting thinking about me being there at night? Is this me blabbering on or do you actually care? When you hear our old songs do you let it play or do you turn the radio off and walk away? Are you afraid to sleep because your dreams reveal the truth of what you really want? And the truth in your dreams is what you can no longer have and that’s why you fear sleeping so you stay up instead? Is what im saying scaring you because you know its true? Are you going to deny everything after you read this too? You can do that if you want but it wont change anything and if you wanna remain unhappy and miserable than your doing a good job but if you wanna be happy tell me what you want. Are you scared of living longer than you think you should? I wonder if everything im saying is getting to you, I wonder if what im saying is actually true, But that’s the thing ill never no what you want ill forever be wondering and trying to figure out what you want. But you, You have it figured out, you know what you want theres no doubt but why do you hide it from me I want to know the truth, Even if it hurts me I still need to know cause I guarantee it isn’t worse than how I feel now Plus id rather no then forever be holding on to basically nothing, just hope. I know this is hard but do it for me, remember all the times I was there and made you happy. Close your eyes, Now picture my tears, Open your eyes, Do you have any tears?
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